If I close my eyes and fall asleep until summer

I like the thump my heart makes.

I used to hate it, because, like so many other people, it reminded me that it could stop.

Would it stop?

When?

But now I don't fret about that.

My life has taken a lot of twists lately.

Some of which are baby-green new

I kind of wish I could just spend my days thinking

Sleeping

Dreaming

Because I hate fear

I prefer wonder

and to be a person in this world

whose marvel > skittishness

I get annoyed with

GO GO GOERS!!!

Because too many goers

Aren't doing anything worthwhile anyway

I love REAL goers

If I close my eyes and fall asleep until summer

I'll be even further away from being a real goer

Than I am now

And yet I wonder

What would I dream about?

Everything is inspiration